Ugh. . .what a day. I can't sleep. It's almost 1 am. . .and my mind won't shut off. I went to the oncologist today - I'm healing well. . .but - the pathology report - tells us that my cancer was a nuclear grade 2, rather than grade 1, as the biopsy had indicated. Why is that scaring me so?
She (oncologist) - put me on Aromasin, to help with the systemic elimination of estrogen (one of the side effects is mood swings! - joy joy). I'll have another MRI, CT and surgery in late May. . . .
*sigh*
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Can’t sleep. .. how do you shut your mind off?
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Monday, March 17, 2008
Pass it on - Always
Thursday, March 13, 2008
This is what ONE is all about
Saturday, March 8, 2008
Lazy Blog-Babe Is Moi
I've been a lazy blog-babe this week. I had the realization that I titled my blog "mixed media explorations" -- and have focused more on ME and my health than my art. One of my resolutions this year was to blog more. So – I started up with it. 10 days later – is when I found out I had cancer. It has consumed my thinking for a while. I've been doing some scrapbooking, which is a good way to relax after working all day on the computer (for my *real* job). I have that canvas I started – but haven't finished – I did buy some beeswax for it though – if you can count that as progress.
Louis and I had a move today, with our moving business. I had to leave 3 times to go pee!!!! I've been taking my supplements the CTCA naturopath prescribed, with lots of water and green tea – and one of the side effects – is pee'ing all the time. Aren't you glad I shared!?!?!?!
I'm headed to Des Moines for the *real* job this next week, just staying over Tuesday evening, due to travel budget constraints. Let's hope the weather is decent.
My good friend, Lesley – who has the most beautiful son in the world – sent me an email, sharing his 3rd birthday pictures. That made my morning. His eyes are so bright. So shining. So filled with love. Thanks, L. I MISS YOU!!!!
Sunday, March 2, 2008
Mom’s Digi Pic From Our Trip to Zion, IL – No Horse’ing
While we were up at the CTCA in Zion, IL – I posted about my Mom's digital picture taking lesson, as we were driving the 550 miles there. . . .I finally uploaded one of those pictures. It makes me smile. My Mom ROCKS!!! It took a bit to convince her that it was ok to click away - that it was digital, and you didn't have to worry about wasting film! We were in eastern Iowa for this picture.